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Ahh! I haven't had a chance to write anything lately. I've been working a lot. This week i'm working just over 40 hours. Good news though, Vacation is close. I'll be going backpacking next week, the week after that, and the week after that. 3, 4, and 4 days a time, respectively. Anyway keep praying for me, I need to get to sleep b/c I open at work tomorrow. Be prayin especially that I would be completely committed to giving up the things of this world to follow Christ entirely. Music has a unnatural hold on me. I can't see how some music is bad, but my parents say no, so when I listen to it that automatically makes it bad. It may not have a rebellious spirit, but yet I'm rebellious to listen to it, right? I know it's kind of sad but that is the single biggest reason why I would want to move out of my parents house. B/c of something stupid like music. grr. And is it ok to "like" the music, even if I don't listen to it? I'm inclined to say yes. However when it becomes something I can't obey my parents about, something is wrong I should think. So that's the biggest thing I've been struggling with lately. I've been struggling with it since way back in the day. It seems so innocent at times, but when I think that I'm going to be standing before The All-knowing Holy God of the Universe one day, I know I'll be ashamed. I can't talk myself out. Wow I've been writing for longer than I planned. now I've really got to get to sleep. later.


-AG